Sunday, September 04, 2005
i hate you. im not okay and i hate you. u bloody sucker. u spoil my beautiful sunday afternoon. ur such an asshole. bastard siaa. sometimes rite, i wonder if im dumb. i tink i realli am. tell u wat. i regret. i realli regret.
feelings for him.
[12:49 PM]
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Fatwa Pujangga
T'lah kuterima suratmu nan lalu
Penuh sanjungan kata merayu
Syair dan pantun tersusun indah, sayang
Bagaikan madah fatwa pujangga
Kan kusimpan suratmu nan itu
Bak pusaka yang amat bermutu
Walau kita tak lagi bersua, sayang
Cukup sudah cintamu setia
Tapi sayang sayang sayang
Seribu kali sayang
Ke manakah risalahku
Nak kualamatkan
Terimalah jawapanku ini
Hanyalah doa restu Ilahi
Moga lah Bang kau tak putus asa, sayang
Pasti kelak kita kan bersua
feelings for him.
[6:32 PM]
Friday, September 02, 2005
last dae of term 3. time flies. it feels as if yesterdae was de starting of the year. haix. i dun tink i will enjoy dis sept holidae. itz onli one week. i tink muz revise my weakest subject - mathematics. no matter how disgusting maths is, i muz revise. yes. =)
de good thing abt holidae is - u dun need to see sickening teachers. example my 'beloved' english teacher. ms tan. thank you.
de bad thing abt holidae is - u wun be able to see ur darling frens and classmates. awww. so sad. =( nvm. itz ok. itz onli one week. nt a decade or a century. am i right?? yes!
anw, juz now in skool, yanah, sha and i skip de first lesson. which is english. hahax. but i end up gettin mosquito bites outside de staff room. damn bloody itchy. moral of story - dun skip lesson.
juz now gunawan good mood again. nowadays he good mood ah. i tink itz bcoz yesterdae teachers dae. den receive alot of presents. dats y good mood. hahahax.
got my results for dis term. and itz extremely disappointing. reali realli disappointing. anw, i dun mind sharing my poor results.
english - B4
malay- A1
History - B4
Literature - C5
Mathematics - D7
Science - C5
Design and Technology - A1
Arts - A1
L1R5 - 20
surprisingly, i got A1 for my art. i dunno how i got dat. sadly, i got C5 for my science. drop frm A1 to C5. dis means dat i haf to buck up. yes, i fail my maths. but itz ok. i will try my bez for de end of year exam. =)
after skool, yanah, yas and i clean up de mly room for a while. itz so messy. cant stand it. den ent down to de canteen and collect money frm de guys for bbq. haiix. and i suddenly felt dat im a fairy godmother. haiix. *shakes head* ok. den we went to de dnt workshop to do our project.
den yas and i went to help cikgu sarina wif some things. den went back to de dnt workshop. den pack our bags and leave. we onli spent abt half hour doing de project. itz nt even half done yet. but yas gotta go home early. but before dat, we 'tried' to wait for de rain to stop. but at last, we juz walk in de rain. dunno wat de hell are we doing. so complicated. and i wouldnt want to blog de whole story. cuz if i blog, trust me itz gonna take me a year to complete it. hahahax.
anw ppl, u understand wat am i blogging or not huh? cuz i dun tink i understand.
feelings for him.
[4:18 PM]
Monday, August 29, 2005
i knew it. i knew it. i predicted todae's gonna be a long dae. indeed it does. a very long dae. so many things happen in juz one dae. ok. lets start wif todae in skool.
ermm. yepp. dere is science lesson todae. and gunawan actualli laughed at his own lame jokes. and val and i was like laughing at him and not his jokes.
den after skool dere is mly dance practice. rizal nvr come. hahahax. so azri take over. damn bloody funnie. keep on laughing and laughing. cant stop. and all of us especially jastina kept laughing abt de phrase, 'ehh.. aku pass' hahhahax. and azri is so sporting. at least when we joke he laughed wif us. better den dat rizal. nvr even bother to listen. so irritating.
den practice ends at 4.30 but stayed back for teacher's dae practice. which ends at abt 6.30. haix. damn tired. de thankful dat i haf de energy to blog. hahax
den juz now ate 3 different flavours of ice-cream. ate chocolate, durian and strawberry. and i tink tmr i will get sore throat. wanna bet? but i long time nvr eat ice-cream. dats y juz now i eat alot. cant blame me. *innocent*
and yasmin!!! i salute you!! ur my idol!!! muackz!
and sha, happie 14th bdae. pai seh nvr get u anithin. but i promise one of these days i treat u haagen dazs ice-cream. i promise. =))
did i mention i got 90 for my d&t?? hahax. yepp i gt 90.
it may seem dat todae itz a happie dae for me rite?? but actualli no. todae isnt a veri happie dae for me. in fact is a veri tiring dae for me. a dae of suffocating and sufferring. itz such a stressful dae. problems problems and more problems!!! :'(
ciao!
feelings for him.
[7:52 PM]
Sunday, August 28, 2005
woke up reali early dis morning. veri early. had cheese pizza for breakfast. hahahax. cool. shucks. tmr skool. and im realli beginning to hate skool alot. i dunnoe why. i juz hate skool!! skool sucks! and i noe tmr's gonna be a long and boring dae for me. mondae is always boring.
i tink i muz try and watch at least one episode of incredible tales. itz freaky but interesting. and tmr's episode will be scary. and even gt de 'PG' sign big and clear. hmmmm. shd i watch or shd i nt? mayb i will try and watch. hahahax.
im so tired. bored!! and boredom kills. i wanna sleep for a hundred years and never wake up!!!
ciao for now!
feelings for him.
[12:09 PM]
Friday, August 26, 2005
mdm cheong nvr come todae. hahax. den during practical lesson we haf to do sumthin for chapter 4 abt digestion. sadly, de experiment failed. hahax. but we had fun. in fact, we always had fun. and i made a new discovery. gunawan's fav word is,'bloody'. yepp. confirm. his fav word in his vocab i tink. hahaha. den art lesson need to draw some cartoon. itz like an art exam. and i managed to finish it in 2 periods. cool huh. and i haf sumthin to sae. de cartoon i draw quite cute. hahahahhaha.
btw sulinah, happie 16th burfdae. =)
feelings for him.
[8:47 PM]
Thursday, August 25, 2005
sin A = o/h
cos A = a/h
tan A= o/h
o=opposite
h=hypo
a=adjacent
more and more formulas. wakakakz. juz now gunawan damn funnie. he go ard and take ppl things. for fun. and claims to be 'shopping'. wakakakx. btw. im pleased to announce dat i actualli pass my math common test!!!!! i got 22/40. hahahaha. im so happie. lalalala.
feelings for him.
[8:31 PM]
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
perimeter of sector = ∂/360 X circumference
= ∂/360 X 2 X 3.142 X r + 2r
area of sector = ∂/360 X area of circle
= ∂/360 X 3.142 X r X r
area of cylinder = 3.142 X r X r X h
area of cone = 1/3 X 3.142 X r X r X h
area of square/rectangle = breadth X length
area of parallelogram = base X height
area of triangle = 1/2 X base X height
speed = distance/time
distance = speed X time
time = distance/speed
wonderin y im blogging all de formulas??? bcoz im nuts. i tink i muz blog more formulas in de future. next im gonna blog is physics den chemistry. ok. dats all for todae. class dismissed.
feelings for him.
[6:44 PM]
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Syahdu malam berlagu sepi
Mengiring rawan dalam taman hati
Gelisah menanti kau kembali
Manja menagih bujukan di sisi
Kerana desakan cintaku
Dirantai digelangi rindu
Sehinggakan diri sanggup mengalah kepadamu
Dosamu ku anggapkan debu
Bisa diterbang angin yang lalu
Ku sedia memaafkanmu
Biar aku berparut seribu
Asal sembuh lukamu
Pahitku rasa madu
Pulanglah oh kasihku
Kurayu kepadamu
Janganlah diturutkan mainan perasaanmu
Serikanlah duniaku yang semakin tandus dan gersang
Dengan belaian senda gurauanmu
Duhai sayang...
Oh pulanglah...
feelings for him.
[3:23 PM]
after eating 2 cheesy instant pizza, 3 biscuits, 2 cubes of ice and a good nite sleep. im okay. at last. and it feels great to be back. after a night of confusion, great disappointment, sadness and anger i suddenly felt damn bloody tired. i need to sleep.
oritez oritez. ermmm. lemme tink wat happen in skool. haix nuthin interesting realli happen juz now. in fact, todae my dae ended short. dun feel like going to skool tmr. veri exhausted. and i was so irritated when i found out dat my tuition is cancelled todae. --.--"
ciao for now.
feelings for him.
[3:08 PM]
Monday, August 22, 2005
wat's wrong wif u??? i juz dunnoe. i go online. hoping to find peace. den u all go and make trouble. tink i nt tired izzit??? honestly speaking IM GOING CRAZIE LA!!! PLEASE GIMME A BREAK. I VERI TIRED. I NEED REST!!! GET IT?? u all realli make me feel bad u noe. todae i alreadi haf a bad dae. i go to skool late. my library card is wif quek. during p.e lesson i got hit by a basketball directly on my face. and its till hurts! in de afternoon i got dance practice. went home late. hoping to find peace at home den ppl nag at me. den go online. hoping to chat wif my dear frens. AT LAST I GOT SCOLDED BY THEM! HUH? TINK I WAT?? I GT FEELINGS TOO U NOE!!! IM JUZ STRESSED OUT!! GET IT?!?!?!?!?!?! wat did i do wrong?? wats my mistake?? i dunnoe........... i wanna cry..... cant take it animore....................... :'(
tell u sumthin - my heart is broken... again
feelings for him.
[8:34 PM]